First Step

Have you ever wonder who are you to everyone? Are you the real person that everyone thinks you are? Very often people are being called nice and friendly, but who else has the ability to X-ray their heart and soul besides God? Trusting people was never an issue for me, but trusting the sinful human nature is almost impossible for me. Self- deception is too common for everyone. Acting deceptively often makes you feel good and confident, but i have come to realize it only brings temporal pleasure.

My reflection looks good when the water is calm and still, however when it rains... it no longer will. Your every imperfections will be revealed during the hard times. The cruel world rejects authenticity but delights in deceptions. A fat woman will rage with anger if you said she has put on some weight, but will treat you a hearty meal if you were to say the opposite. Very often I choose to believe in all the lies because it hurt less. This explains why I love fairy tales and happy endings.

However, I'm desperate in wanting a change for myself and others... transparency and integrity are subsiding in our generations. I want to be set free from all deceptions and lies, to confront the truth with courage. If one day, when my mask has been taken off... i will still feel good about myself and not be ashame.